Tuesday, September 4, 2018

IN LOVE WITH DISASTER A NOT SO BEAUTIFUL LOVE STORY by Mo'Nik (Proppa Droppa)

*UNEDITED*

“I love yo fine ass girl,” Disaster slurred.


He had been hanging out with a few of his homie’s and showed up at Aleina house drunk instead of going home, which wasn’t a problem for Aleina, she was just happy that he thought about her enough to see her before going home.

“I love you too Assiah. You’re drunk,” Aleina stood inside the walk-in closet in her bedroom making room for Assiah to have a HIS side of the closet since he was starting to spend more and more time at her house with her and the kids; it was easier that way instead of having to pack the kids up every time she wanted to see him.     

“Yea, so, will you marry me?” Disaster dropped down to one knee, in the closet, with no ring, and proposed to Aleina.

The moment wasn’t as romantic and she had hoped and dreamed, he did propose though which meant he thought highly enough of her to make her his wife. That was all that Aleina ever wanted, a husband and to be someone’s wife. It looked like she was finally going to have what her best friend had.

“You are drunk babe. We will see if you still feel the same tomorrow when you are sober.”

She managed to get him in the shower to wash the sweat and liquor smell off of him before he got in her bed. It wasn’t late but she wasn’t going to let him drive home under the influence like he was. He could sober up at her house and put something on his stomach before he left. Aleina would cook something up really quick for him to warm up when he woke and sobered up. She prepared a potato hash bowl with diced garlic roasted red potatoes, red, yellow, orange, and green bell peppers, sweet onions, sautéed spinach and kale, beansprouts, and cheese. Disaster actually enjoyed and appreciated the healthier food options that Aleina introduced him to and provided for him. He would eat meat any other time that they weren’t together so he didn’t mind not eating it when they were. While she was cooking, Disaster’s phone was constantly going off; he had left it in the pocket of the pants that he wore and they were on the floor from when she put him in the shower. The noise and vibration of the incoming calls and messages echoed throughout the apartment.

“Assiah? Your phone is going off. Whoever it is, it must be important,” Aleina tried waking him up so that he could answer his phone finally and whoever it was trying to contact him would stop.

Disaster wasn’t budging and his phone wasn’t stopping so Aleina checked it to make sure it wasn’t something life or death. Luckily for her, he was so drunk that he forgot to put a lock on his phone, making it easy for her to find out what she was trying to find out. Several messages had come through and not yet read, all from the same name and number, a Chrissy.

“Are you just trying to fuck me Disaster or fuck with me?” one message read to which he responded, “a little of both.”

From there, he must’ve stopped responding to the woman because the rest of her messages were her going off for him not responding back in a timely fashion.

“You love playing with my feelings for you, don’t you? Knowing how much I love you and you do this to me all the time, knowing I will be right here waiting for you like a fool,” another message read.

“Just let me know that you are okay Disaster. I love you,” yet another one read.

Aleina was heated reading the messages from whoever the fuck Chrissy was because Disaster had just proposed to her and told her that he loved her before she washed his stanking ass and cooked for him. Now she wondered if he was with Chrissy before coming to see her and not really with his boys as he had told her. Maybe that was why she was blowing him up, because he left her so early in the day.

“Assiah “Disaster” Grand, get yo muthafuckin ass up nigga,” Aleina went to the bathroom across from her bedroom and got a cup and filled it with water. She poured the water directly onto his face, his mouth open, almost causing him to drown.

“Aleina, what the fuck?” a startled Disaster hopped up from out of Aleina’s bed so quick, trying to catch his breath.

“Who the fuck is Chrissy Assiah? And don’t lie either because the bitch been blowing up your phone since you been here,” Aleina shouted, dismissing the fact that the kids were asleep close by in their bedroom.

“You went through my phone Aleina? While I was asleep?”

Disaster was asking all of the wrong questions in Aleina’s eyes and answering her question with questions.

“Your phone was going the fuck off so I checked the messages to make sure it wasn’t an emergency. And it wasn’t, it was just Chrissy trying to find out if you fucking with her or just fucking her. A little of both huh Assiah,” she stated to let him know that she knew enough already and that lying wouldn’t be helpful for his case at all right now.

Disaster seemed to sober up really quick and his attitude and demeanor changed as well. He had a look in eyes that frightened Aleina and made her nervous; the same look that he had in his eyes the night that he was fighting her neighbors with her. Without warning or noticing, Disaster grabbed Aleina by her neck and squeezed.

“Assiah, you’re hurting,” were the only words that she could get out of her mouth as his grip tightened around her throat.

She started using her hands to claw at his hands and face and trying to pry his hands from off of her or to loosen he grip that he had.

“Don’t ever disrespect me like that again bitch. Mind your fucking business,” he demanded before letting go of her neck and letting her fall to the floor.

Aleina was balled up in a fetal position crying and holding her neck in disbelief. The shit happened so fast that she still couldn’t believe it. Did Disaster just lose his mind and snap on her?

“Leave Assiah now,” she panted between breathes while still grabbing her neck which was sore.

The only thing she could think about were her children and how she was happy that they hadn’t witnessed anything, even though they were still pretty young. She was hurt and in pain, but not physical pain, emotional pain, she couldn’t believe that he would propose to her one minute and try to hut her the next minute. And all because he had been lying to her and leading her on. He said he loved her and she loved him too but now she wasn’t so sure what was going to happen to her or between them.

“I’m sorry Aleina,” it was like he had blacked out and was now back to reality, tears started streaming down his face. “What the fuck did I do? I’m sorry baby. Please don’t leave me. I love you!”

Aleina got up from where she was on the floor slowly and with caution, watching Disaster the entire time.  He made a move towards her and she backed away from him, taking retreat in a corner like a scared child who had just gotten disciplined.   

“Please don’t touch me Assiah,” Aleina pleaded, tears falling down her cheeks now. “Please just leave. I’m scared.”

“No, Aleina! I’m sorry baby. Please forgive me. I don’t know what the fuck I was thinking about. Don’t be scared of me please.”

He went to where Aleina was in the room and picked her up like an injured child, carrying her in his arms to her bed and kissing all over her face.

“I’m sorry baby. I love you so much. I don’t care about her. That’s why she blowing me up like that, because she can’t have me. I love you. I wanna marry you.”

Aleina cried as Disaster cried and pleaded with her to forgive him and not leave him. Just as soon as he snapped out of it he snapped back in and was back to being the sweet, kind, caring, thoughtful man that she had fallen in love with. He placed her on the bed gently as he covered her with kisses anywhere that his lips could touch. He undressed her as she still cried, motionless and shocked by what had happened, it was still processing in her mind on how she should react and what she should do.

“I love you Aleina baby. Please forgive me,” Disaster said again as he continued to undress her and show affection.

Once she was completely naked, he laid down next to her and picked her up, placing her pussy first onto his beard covered face. Her body relaxed at the feeling of his warm and moist tongue penetrating her pussy like a penis but her mind didn’t, it was racing a mile a minute. Disaster grabbed Aleina by the waist and grind her hips on his tongue and mouth. As her honey began to flow from her honey pot, her mind began to ease and she started grinding her hips on his tongue herself.

“Fuck,” slipped past her lips in a whisper but Disaster still heard her and went harder.

Sloppy wet noises filled Aleina’s bedroom as Disaster filled up on her essence. She popped her pussy on his tongue as her juices flowed down his chin and moisturized his beard and mustache. Disaster didn’t stop the assault with his mouth and Aleina felt that feeling that she had only felt a time or two but it always escaped her before she could make use of it; not this time though. The sensation that she had to pee completely took over her body as she pushed and released the cum that had been laying dormant in her body since the last time Mason made her cum, or she made herself cum, which was most likely the case. She had never felt something so powerful take over her entire body the way that it just had but she loved it. Disaster did as well, all that she heard were muffled moans and sounds of “Mmmm!” Aleina was trembling from head to toe, hair bumps raised on her skin, toes curling, body limp; she was in bliss and had momentarily forgotten about what Disaster did prior to him taking her soul.

“From now on, that’s how you cum,” he demanded of her before leaving her limp body lying in the bed.